Tuesday, December 26, 2006

SOUNDTRACK TO MY LIFE

SOOO BREAK has left me w/ a lot to think about…IT’S GOOD SO FAR…I LOVE RECONNECTING w/ loved ones…it makes me feel warm and fuzzy (haha CORNY…YES I KNOW). But anywhoo I’ve noticed some things about myself. SO I don’t know why I always do this, but I OVERANALYZE THINGS wayyyy too much….ALWAYS seeing or feeling something that really isn’t there. I just get in way OVER MY HEAD (GO THE FRAY!...That’s such a beautiful song! sigggghhh). Well habits die hard. So I’m guess I’m going to revert back to my old ways and (over) ANALYZE.

So I’ve had these songs stuck in my head lately! So WHY? Hmmmm no se! Is it the catchy tune that the artist and co. fabricate in order to keep those tracks running in our head 24/7? I SAY NO! For some reason I think these songs are completely paralleling the emotions that emerging from my SOUL….haha ok not so much…I like to dramatize things soo please humor me...haha…UMM BUT REALLY…for some reason they seem significant. But anywhoo whether or not they are here we go! I’m not sure how much I can express into writing…but it may be trite and complete nonsense. So yes…

“God Only Knows” by Beach Boys
God only knows what I’d be without you


Sooo I’m really glad I’m getting a grip w/ this whole college thing. And like really bonding w/ people or finding people I “mesh” well w/! I’m just so thankful I have all of them in my life! J but I know how it goes w/ relationships from past experience…man I guess I fear change! But change is good! Why can’t I just always believe that! Lsjdfasj ok

“Irreplaceable” by Beyoncé
To the left. To the left…
You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I can have another you by tomorrow
So don't you ever for a second get to thinking you're irreplaceable


YAY! I guess this song just represents the part of me that’s really good and confident about where I am in my life. SOOO YAY! FOR INDEPENDENT WOMEN! …gosh I’m glad that beyonce is singing songs like this again…not like that cater 2 u…gosh what was that…but yeah anywhoo. Yay assertiveness!

“Dancing in the Moonlight” by Toploader
Dancing in the moonlight
Everybodys feeling warm and bright
Its such a fine and natural sight
Everybody’s dancing in the moonlight


MAN OH MAN that's such a BEAUTIFUL NOTION/IMAGE. GOSH…TWO WORDS: swoon & sighhhh! Man oh man! While I feel that incredible surge of independence and contentedness w/ how everything is, I can’t help but want more from my life…but I guess that’s not necessarily a bad thing right? Like it’s good to always strive for more! ...part of me feels so unfulfilled or like yearning for something! It seems so hard…or perhaps I’m just rushing too much…to anxious. So yeah I guess I just have to be PATIENT and TRUST…I’m on this journey…and it’s just beginning…here we go, life’s waiting to begin.

Ohh RANDOM side note: I really love that diamond commercial…it’s the cutest thing I’ve ever seen! It makes my heart dance :)

1 comments:

Kimberly said...

Yay you posted it! LOL Oh how i love the diamond commercial too!